phew.. cHRisTmas!!

but.. its juz another holiday for me..
nth out of the ordinary..
i cant believe i can hear ppl complaining about gifts..
MAn!!! the best gift for me is being together as a family..
thats all that matters man!!
nth can compare to the love of ppl around u~ =D~
and being able to spent time with them~

mayb u cant understand wad im talking about..
but when u start doing NS, u'll fully understand tat..
the feeling of not being able to spent time with them,
confinements during weekends,
on ur phone and realize there's no SMS..

thats when u will feel ur forgotten.. unloved?
1 week, 2weeks, 3 weeks, 4 weeks..
the feeling of loneliness..
when ur bunk mates are happily talking on the phone
and ur staring at ur phone for SMSes

this is a feeling your never want..
man.. i sound so emo..
wahaha!